Welcome Party??

when I reached my friend's place, I didn't expect anything special, just some friends sitting together playing video games or watching movies.....

haha I want to thank them for the 2 cakes and the pizza they bought for me just because they know I like pizza the most, I'm really glad to have such friends , we have been one family for more than 6 years already..... I love you guys =)

sorry no pictures for the pizza , cuz I ate them first =P

Reach Home

1 am I finally stepped on my hometown ground.........it was a long journey from Penang to Hong Kong then from Hong Kong to Bahrain then from Bahrain to Riyadh, Riyadh where I will stay there for a while now, there was an experience I had, it made me stop and think a while on how things are normal to me and my culture will be very chocking to others....

on the way from penang to Hong Kong a business man was setting beside me but we had a distance between us for the people to walk through, around half of the journey I saw some phone on the floor , it was the latest Omnia phone , I pick it up then I poke him, when I poked him he looked at me angrily , now I know some people don't like to be touched but he was sleeping, so I cant wave him or call him hey or sir because that will make look stupid, after he stopped his inflaming gaze at me , I asked him sir , is that your phone? he froze for a second, then he looked so amazed while checking his pocket, replying yes it is mine! once I gave it to him , he start looking at me in an amazed way , like I was an angel or something....and he thanked me many times with a smile.........

later on we start talking a while , asked me few questions I answered, then I asked him few others he answered, then it took him a second then he asked me this strange question: why you didn't take the phone, nobody saw you and I wouldn't check my phone not until the end of the flight, and nobody could prove that you took it, then why you didn't?

actually I was amazed by his question more than he was amazed from my previous action!!! is that how people see each others these days? why is it hard to believe that there are people who will help or who will offer to help without asking for something in return.....why can't be people like me ?? there are many like me and better actually!! is it that he lost fate from the place he came from and felt that nobody will do such an action like the one I did with him!! I really felt sorry for someone who really cant have such a small faith in people.....I'm glad with who I'm...

KFC- Kill Fuck Cook

I really never hated a fast food restaurant before, in fact I'm the fast food king , I can go eating fast food for weeks and not get sick , but this KFC was beyond the red line, the other day me and my 2 buddies went to KFC in queensbay mall, we end up feeling disgusted and I still have sore throat from that,but how can anyone have sore throat from eating chicken!!! I guess it was too bad that I almost gave up on chicken,I'm sure that chicken that I ate had sore throat before they beat the hell out of it! that place was cursed from the moment we stepped in till the moment we stepped out.

If you want to know how a chicken feet (claw or whatever you call them) smell like , then once you enter that KFC you will smell that nasty smell that reminds anyone of it, usually that smell will close your appetite from eating, but we thought never mind we should not whine too much about a smell since we can bear with it......... after we ordered we sat down hoping we can finally eat our food,but once I peeled the skin from the meat boy o boy what I see!! dear reader have you ever heard the concept of oil cooked with chicken!! yea thats right! they serves us a plate full of oil cooked with chicken and not chicken cooked with oil , that bitchy chicken had too much oil inside it, that an average family could cook with that oil for a week frying all kind of food they wish for, once I press the meat , the oil keep coming out......

notice the tissues how much oil they soaked from one piece of chicken!

not only oil happens to be inside my chicken but also blood!! notice the red dry dot on the middle of my chicken , yea that is a blood dot, there were other parts of the chicken that had blood, is like they cooked that thing alive......I'm not asking you stop eating KFC or boycott KFC , well I dont care about all of that , all I want is that I paid for this shit, so at least serve me with a good quality shit instead of giving me a shitty shit...

I was so sick of the food that when I went home ,I start searching about the so-called KFC , trying to reveal some of there dark secrets.....and I have found one,and I'm not talking about the KFC cruelty or whatever organic or disgusting recipes they do for their own chickens,but I am talking about something that was planned for years by the colonel himself, he left us with many signs and messages that shows his conspiracy and forcing his believes upon us without any public notice, yes the colonel had his own DA VINCE code that was out there in front of us, and he made a fool out of everyone when everyone start to believe that he is a charming old man who loves to serve everyone!!

what evil intuitions could the colonel have hidden!!

after hours of research and pulling truth from the strings of reality, and with the help of my geniusity and my noticeability, I found out that this old fuck is nothing but a pedophile asshole!

to those who doesn't know what is a pedophile means, it means this old junkie like to molest children and he is doing it with a smile!! a pedosmile!! in fact I went and search about what a pedosmile actually means in the urban dictionary, and all what they wrote match the picture of the colonel himself !

the dictionary had this: A Pedosmile is a phenomenon where, when photographed, a pedophile will always have a creepy, lopsided grin which screams "I molest children". Such pictures are in sharp contrast to those of normal people, who generally have a deer-caught-in-the-headlights expression, and conventional felons such as murderers, who always frown. Typical features of a a pedosmile include tight, discolored lips, visible tongue, concealed teeth, a cocked head, twisted facial features, a bald forehead, disheveled hair, and a general aura of faggotary.....the definition is describing his picture for god sake!!!

the colonel with his evil pedosmile!

that asshole left other signs of his pedophilistic nature , notice every KFC have the same pattern , the same way of adjusting there pictures on there walls , they always put children holding hands with the colonel , or give a young boy a piece of chicken which is always happens to be a drumstick . I bet the colonel is fantasizing that it was his piece of meat!! that fucker had a statue of him almost on every branch while he is sitting on the chair, hoping that the kids will come and sit on his lab while taking picture, is like telling the parent that I want to molest your children in front of you, "in your face fuckers!!"

Asshole! (notice the poor innocent kid!)

YAAY lets follow him home,he promised us with a delicious peace of meat!!

for god sake people !! the colonel code is out there!!and he has made it an international logo,for crying out loud even his quote : " its finger licking good " only refers to his pedophilistic ideas, he want us to accept it in anyway , this man is a one big sicko and his chickens are shittier than ever!! well fuck it I will not eat there anymore !!

How about Fuck KFC and Fuck colonel Sanders is that registered too??
because I would like to buy that!

byebye and hope to never see you again!! :D

Bald and clear

the last few days I almost was going to explode, but in the end i breathed and settled myself and talked to the inner me, so I decided to let go of everything , my problems and my emotions and my thinking , so I decided to go bald as to give myself a new start, just like when a baby is born he will come to this life bald and with a clear mind and a heart, thats why I cut my hair bald to give myself a new heart and mind, and I feel its effective, what worries me before doesn't bother me anymore, I don't know if I can go on like that till I go hometown, but at least now I feel I' m giving space to me and......., we both need space from each other, I hope this will give us both time to think and see how both of us went wrong to the other, and I hope this will make it better between us, because I know we both still have something that link us together, take care my friend I also not sure u read my blog or not haha

why did you lie?

why did you lie? you said that you will...... but in the end I see you with...... ,didn't you think I will see it eventually , please never lie again because a lady will loose her respect when she lies, I can handle the truth no matter what, just don't lie again......

Gifts From the Heart

A young man while roaming the desert came across a spring of delicious crystal-clear water. The water was so sweet he filled his leather canteen so he could bring some back to a tribal elder who had been his teacher.

After a four-day journey he presented the water to the old man who took a deep drink, smiled warmly and thanked his student lavishly for the sweet water. The young man returned to his village with a happy heart.

Later, the teacher let another student taste the water. He spat it out, saying it was awful. It apparently had become stale because of the old leather container. The student challenged his teacher: 'Master, the water was foul. Why did you pretend to like it?'

The teacher replied, 'You only tasted the water. I tasted the gift. The water was simply the container for an act of loving-kindness and nothing could be sweeter. Heartfelt gifts deserve the return gift of gratitude.'

I think we understand this lesson best when we receive innocent gifts of love from young children. Whether it's a ceramic tray or a macaroni bracelet, the natural and proper response is appreciation and expressed thankfulness because we love the idea within the gift.

Gratitude doesn't always come naturally. Unfortunately, many value only the thing given rather than the feeling embodied in it. We should remind ourselves about the beauty and purity of feelings and expressions of gratitude. After all, gifts from the heart are really gifts of the heart.

Unnecessary Knowledge

through out the years I've been in front of the screen , many years over the internet , searching many stuff around , on how things works and what is there to see , and what technology will be developed , my friends always scold me for finding useless stuff on the internet, I do find useless and unnecessary stuff from time to time, but thanks to that I do feel I'm a very knowledgeable person haha, in fact I can tell u many things you would never heard of it or knew it existed , like did you know that turtles can breathe through their butts!! haha I bet you never knew that ! well it's quite useless to know that!! but how about when some useless stuff become handy and good to know like for example did you know that women when during their periods,their middle fingers shrink.although no one knows why, actually we no need to know why haha, but at least we can tell when a girl is having a period or not, haha I bet not even they noticed it! but it is true ! yet its considered unnecessary knowledge , well what to do , this what happens when you read alot in the internet .it is like corrupting your mind through out the years!! well as long as I enjoy it I will keep doing it.....

17 september 2008

today I had to do one of the biggest decisions in my life, what I did could make me loose something forever , but I had no choice but to do it, is either do it or regret that I didn't do it my whole life, either way I hope it will turn out to be fine, and whatever happens , I will accept it , it was my choice to start it but it's not my choice on how to end it, if for me ! I never want to end it !

whatever happens,I'm a man I can stand on my feet.......

what is wrong with me!!

haha I don't know if I should laugh at myself or feel other things, the pain is getting stronger, and my purple best friend disk is starting to finish shot by shot, some days I had to use it twice , its been a long time since it came back to me , but this time it came stronger than anytime , is it the end?? well I dont really scare the end ! let it be whatever it will be .....for now I still want to spend more time with ....... if I can make everything the way it was before then I dont mind the end to come anytime..............

college cyber

now me and my gay friend (david) sitting in the cyber lab scolding each others, because we dont know each others last names haha! now he read what I'm writting and saying: so fucking gay!!
now is 5:57pm at 6 pm he got class ! I'm so lucky he going away soon ;P. ok he say post so I post la! see you :D

I have finaly decided to use Blogger

after using the shitty friendster blog , which I got fed up with their limited thing that they allow me to post.I decided to try to use msn myspace which is also like a gohst town there. so finaly I decided to have my own blogspot yaaaaaay, but that doesnt mean I will be bloging everyday la; I will just blog when I have the time, yeah thats right I dont have time , you ask why?? I also dont know , life is short and I'm trying to do everything before its too late haha!

in the next few days I will repost my older titles in my other blogs , because I feel they are worth reading.......you dont think so?? then why are you still reading?? haha got you ! oh shit! dont close my site,please keep reading :)

see you later aligators!